31 years...

31 years ago today, we said" I do". We were just babies with the odds stacked against us, but we did it. Today, I sure am missing him. My life is not the same without him in it. Not a day goes by that I don't think about him. I would give almost anything to have him back here with us. If things had been different, and he were here today, we probably would have had a date night planned at Carrabbas or Red Lobster. After, I can imagine we would have probably rode around and listened to some old country music. Today would have been spent so differently. Instead, I went to Hiram to pick up some new flowers for his grave. I tuned in to IHeart Radio to listen to some oldies (his favorites) on the way back and then I spent some time at the grave. I replayed our years in my mind like I've done so many times. This is not the way I imagined my life would be today but I'm trying hard to accept it. I'm trying to pick up the pieces and go on but It's not easy. Until you've been where I am you can't and won't ever be able to understand. Never ever ever ever take one minute for granted because life is so fragile and tomorrow isn't promised to any of us. <3 Just keep us in your prayers. No pity needed just prayers.

Trust in the LORD with all thine heart;and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him,and he will direct thy paths. ~Proverbs 3:5-6