~As for me and my house we will serve the Lord ~ Joshua 24:15

Dec 8, 2019

Our 2019 tree...


I'm trying...I really am.  It's just so hard. It doesn't feel like Christmas. I miss my life before all of the hurt and loss. I would give almost anything to go back, but I can't. I'm trying to make this as happy a time as I can for my kids but It's so hard. This has always been my most favorite time of the year but right now it's not. I know it will get easier with time or at least I hope that it will, because this is hard. 

We did go out and pick a tree and the kids enjoyed decorating it. I also set them up their very own little tree and let them decorate it all by themselves. 

My sweet Blaze

My baby gorls



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