Yes, I'm still here...

I am still here. I just haven't had much to say or post about in the last few days. I don't really like to be so dumpy on my blog ,but at times it's hard not to be. This past week kept me pretty busy and when I wasn't busy I've tried to sleep. Sometimes, I just can't sleep, but other times I just want to keep sleeping. It's just going to take time I guess. I really just don't feel like me these days. I look forward to the day when life feels somewhat normal again.

It was a bitter sweet Mother's day. It hit me as I was out shopping that this was my first Mother's day with out my Nanny. As I was picking out cards, I saw the ones to grandmothers and it made me sad ,because mine are all gone. All of my grandparents are gone now and that's just sad to me. I can only imagine how sad my Mother must have been because she lost her Mom in March 2011 and her son in April 2011. So I know her heart was aching this Mother's Day.

We went to church yesterday and I was honored to received a flower for the most children present at church. That blessed my heart. What more could a mother ask for? All of my children except the youngest has excepted Christ as their Saviour. I pray that when the time comes that Jacob will too. It was just a blessing having them together.

 After church, we took Bailey home ,because she spent the weekend with us. Then we rode over to Brent's mom's. We visited with her for a couple of hours. She always enjoys when we come. My mom-in-law has been a wonderful mother and a very good grandmother to my children. After that, we went to my mom's and spent the rest of the day. It was a busy day for all of us.

I hope you all had a wonderful Mother's Day.


Trust in the LORD with all thine heart;and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him,and he will direct thy paths. ~Proverbs 3:5-6